To be honest, I desperately need advice on how to overcome something like OCD because today I wanted to write a post that is supposed to be finished for half an hour but I wrote it for 2 hours to complete it, which makes me dazed, even a little annoyed, but originally I had aimed at making me happier, and I would have finished it tomorrow. There is something not negative in its own right. I always feel controditory when dealing with these, hard to choose carrying on or suspending or quiting completely. I want to know how to.
It occurred to me that, I write the post occupying much my time today, but it leaves me more time tomorrow. I don't miss something important and over-due today. So perhaps it's unnecessary to feel worried.